Need help with a girl issue does she really love me or is she just messing with me?

me and this girl dated for a year off and on. and when we would break up she would go do things with guys she said she wouldn't. but at the same time she still said she loved me she just scared of commitment. and i know i messed up big time when i cheated a month into our relationship(and i didnt really want to cheat this girl said she wanted to talk so we did she gave me a hug cause we were good friends and then she kissed me i pushed away) then things were good for a while when we got back together, till she keep hanging out with some guy she use to have feeling for and i would get mad so we broke up again and a week later we got back together.(they ended up making out over that week) then they stop talking to him and things were good between us but she wasnt as happy cause she said she did have a good friend to talk to and she said i cant talk to you about you. so we dated for like 3 months where things were good. but then she says that shes scared i could be the one. so she said we need a break so we took a break. during this break i couldnt sleep and i didnt like to eat and friends told me i looked sick all the time. but we still talked and did things during this break so idk why it bugged me. we end up getting back together. i find out that during that time she made-out with some dude and ended up given so other dude a hicky. she said she was sorry. we break up again a for a long time but we still hung and did things and still said we loved each other but she did things with other guys as well(keep in mind during this time i was going though some bad things with family. so i would get mad at the things she did with these guys and would blow up and get mad but i never hit her or anything like that but i really only got mad over other guys.) so one night i run away from home and she hides me in her house i get sent away the next day and then she starts saying she knows what she wants now and that she wants to be with we and that she loves me. then about to weeks later she says its 2 hard on her and that she cant handle me being 2 hours away.(but we made promises to each other that we wouldnt date other people and things why i was gone for the rest of the school year and we wouldnt go to prom if we were asked. i knew my good friend at the time liked her so i told to promises that nothing would happen she did) but cause it was to hard and she wonted to get her mind off me thats what she says shes now dating him. but still calls me behind his back sometimes. and has said she loves me and cares about me. i love this girl i would pry take a bullet for her. i almost went to jail for her when her mom threaten to call the cops on me if i would come see her cause she called me crying cause her mom and her were fighting. i dont know what to do i love her but i dont know how she really feels cause she wants me to come back even though shes with that other dude. i dont know what to do at all? am i just getting my mind messed.Need help with a girl issue does she really love me or is she just messing with me?
it's best you end it now cause this girl don't love you if she did she would be with you not with you friend which you told her not to go to prom with anyone she broke that promise and then cross the line by dating your best friend and keeps break up you guys aren't meant for each other but you keep hold on to some that doesn't really want to be hold on to she just thinks she does when she having problems with your friend and wants you to be the back up! that so un cool! you desever better then that don't do this to your self stop hurting your selfNeed help with a girl issue does she really love me or is she just messing with me?
Mk. Girls have a tendency to complicate things, obviously. But this is in over her head.


She's messing with you and it's not worth your time to have another go-round.


If she really liked you then she wouldn't keep messing everything up.





You have enough things to worry about without her making everything more confusing.


Focus on your family right now and working through those issues, and tell her that you're done with games and quit talking to her for at least a year. She needs to know that she can't treat people like this and get away with it.
First question...


How old are you?
Wow! I just read that whole thing.....STOP loving her she does not care about you, she just likes the attention you are giving her I mean conveniently she said she loves you again now that she knows she wont have to be around you because your 2 hours away...come on any girl that is constantly hooking up with other guys and is now dating your best friend she is playing with you and shes playing him, im sorry to say this about the girl you love but she is selfish and immature when it comes to love she has taken you for granted over and over again and you let her. Drop her she is full of it, you sound like you deserve way better than her and I think you should find another girl in your new town if she really loved you she wouldnt have said lets take a break 5 million times or hooked up with other guys when i say that to a guy its not because im scared that hes the one its because im sick of him and i want a break. Seriously that is not how someone acts that loves you and you can find someone that treats you the way you deserve...drop her, do it slowly if you have to stop talking to her less in less or tell her if she wants to talk to you she will have to break up with your best friend she wont do that for you. She doesnt love you.